Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Cross Road


Cross road has four junction,

Cross road shows that decision have to be made,

Cross road determine the way that a person would like to go,

Cross road sometimes ended with U-turn,

Sometimes more cross road, more turns

And sometimes it leads to a non ending road,

There is time when cross road leads to more cross road,

Each time every decision is made,

There is no gurantee that it will end,

It migh continue to another decision,

Another problem or even a whole new world,

Chosing the correct cross road sometimes did bring you to a destination,

But when you are done with that place,

We sure will started to move on,

Meeting another new cross road,

There is also time when we want to return to the place,

Hence making another repeated decision at the same cross road,

Our road is hard to determine,

When you have made a decision doesn't means that it will not change,

When you go through that road once does not mean that you will never return,

There is no ending in making decision,

To which road a person is going to take when they meet a cross road.

Monday, November 22, 2010

Hidden trap as is in non existing




Hidden trap is something that we cannot see, even we predict that there is one some where. We won't know how the trap are design, we will never when and what will trigger the trap. When we know there is a trap we will just keep in mind to be careful. When we are not we fall into one. Sometime even we are alert we will not notice it. Sometime we even don't know that it is a trap until we fall into one. How is this related to existence? Existence of someone are some how being ignore sometime. Even they are rite beside you, but there is no intention to communicate or anything. When they see you alone they just left you there. They know you are there and yet a lot of things they do they will not think of you unless reminded by someone. This shows how small that person existence is. As in hidden trap we know it is there even know what is it but we just keep in mind not to trigger but not to release or give warning to the others who is coming and just leave it as what it is. If the people in your group does not says let stop moving and entrap the place then no one will care. Hence sometime existence of someone is notice just because of someone else existed beside them, when they are not around this is where they once again become un-notice and un-exist.

Friday, November 19, 2010

What am i in these world?



In this world i am born, there is a lot of thing that have been missing. What is the meaning of love, playfull, childhood, laughter, what is the true meaning of having family and friends around? All this have been a question. Is my existance in this world only as a person to fill one of the gap of population in this world? Is my existance in these world is only to see how life of others around me? Is it that all these while i only can see how happy people are, how they truly laugh, to see how warm their family are? Is it that my life has only the means to see but not the means to experience it myself? Is that the thing that i felt all this while can only be emptiness, sadness, anger and the will to create a better life for myself that is hence full of tears? Is this what i am to this world? Is that to people i am always the person who smile and seems to be happy? Is that to people i can have everything i want when actually all of it are only the things that i have in what the eyes are capable of seeing? Is it that hard that my only requirement is someone to tell me jokes, sit with me, talk with me once in a while some that all this emptiness and all this sadness will go away? As people always says the simplest thing in live is the hardest thing to achieve. The things that you see is not the thing that really symbolise a person. A person who smile and laugh at everything, deep down inside is just a person that has an empty soul to be feel with joys.

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Act of poison


Scorpion are some things that people afraid of,

Afraid of its poison,

Hence there is no dreaming of getting close to it,

People will start to run or started to hit it,

Even so there are places where it is eaten,

Eaten by us human who is afraid of its poison,

Scorpion can be symbolise as us human,

So people are afraid of us,

Afraid in many direction and time,

There is time people will not want to get close to us,

Afraid that something bad will happen,

As if being sting by scorpion,

So there is time people start to run away and hide,

But there is also people that continue to face what ever in front of them,

Preparing to fight back, preparing to stand tall,

There is part in life that no matter how poisoning are you,

There is people that still dare to stand up and fight,

Scorpion using its poison to to defend themselves,

Scare of being killed,

We human sometime are being hated,

Just as how scorpion are being hated for protecting themselves,

They are innocent and yet there are threat,

There is always reason for being protective and defensive,

Anyway can be chosen even when poison have to be injected,

No matter how you regret for injecting the poison,

No matter how much you are being hate,

No matter how some people trying to avoid you,

Because of the poison inside,

What people don usually see is the purpose of that poison,

There is no doubt that there is also poison that has evil purpose,

But once we see the word poison,

Evil, bad, killer, all this words is the first thing come to mind,

Where as its true purpose are not being recognize


Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Which one?

Whcih will you choose if you are given 3 choices.
1. Go to sleep but unable to sleep
2. Cant sleep but wanna sleep
3.Don't wanna sleep but you are sleepy

This 3 choices anyone chosen bring different feeling. Choice 1 lay down awake doing nothing apart from turn here and turn there thinking unsolveable things leaving the solveable thing undone. Choice 2 feel sleepy but unable to sleep thinking that there is still things to be done and yet moodless to do anything disturb by those things that is unsolveable. Choice 3 dont wanna sleep even sleepy know it as bad to health for the first thing, don't wanna sleep with the reason of wanna do things which is at the end can't do anything because of moodless.

No matter which choice is to be choosen, there is always something missing behind it.

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Bored~~


Does people get bored saying the same thing every time they talks? Even the one talks does not feel bored the one hearing will feel bored even irritating some time. Instead of talking about the same thing which make others hearing feel like you are a type of person that care nothing but that why not make some changes and live life as what it was rather then persuade more when you have enough. Persuade more does not means bad, but persuade more and stressing yourself and the people around you its a bad idea. Every one want a better life, but if your capability is only until there why not just appreciate what you have and live with it. Why people keep on making their self suffer because of that something when actually they can live happily already with what they have now. Is this called greed? Is there no other things to talk about? Why not trying to talk about daily happening conversation rather then narrow the conversation into something about that something? There are not tired of talking about it but the one hearing Will feel damn bored and damn irritate and totally tired of it!!

Complete failure

Everything seems to be at plan,
Everything seems to go smoothly,
Everything seems to go as wanted,
Very naturaly,
But this everything never move even an inch,
Because the plan of this everything
have been changed all the while,
From all the changes,
Making it a complete failure,
There is no reason for this failure,
Its just like letting it go,
Don't want to think anymore,
Need a place without four walls around,
Need a place to get all the feeling back,
Feeling that can make people move at their pace,
For now stuck here in a little hole,
unmoveable.

Sunday, October 3, 2010

Wind is a part of my Life


Every person have their own complication, just hope that the sound of the wind blowing everyday can slowly remove this complication, slowly giving me the idea to change and to move forward. The sound of the wind brings a lot to me, it shows all the thing in my life as it blow through. When it started to blow it brings me coldness, making me to think more things no atter the bad one nor the good one. Some how this wind blowing though helps to calm and clear my mind to set aside certain things and concentrate on the one i really needed to. Even so the breeze of this wind is not enough to bring all the calmness and clearness to me. Just to hope to find a new secret place for me to think in this new place of mine. Where there is more cool wind blowing.

Monday, September 27, 2010

Friendship is caught in the fire of Love


It's so near and yet its feel far,
There are to many uncertainty in this life,
That we need to ride and go though,
Even though i feel i am myself when i am having conversation,
Even though i am not afraid of telling everything,
Even though i feel i am safe being around him,
Even though i don't know what he wanted,
What he really is,
There is sort of feeling to fall for him,
And yet missing him the moment he is out of sigh,
There is time in life where fear come,
The fear to confess towards that special one,
Even though we don't know what will be the future,
And yet we are afraid to try,
Not because of the answer nor the result,
But future relationship,
We might be seeing each other each and every day,
And yet after this day we might started to avoid each other,
Either feeling afraid or become shy to each other,
A try might cause a huge disaster or a sweet time together,
Which has being store for you and me,
With doubt, which is the best yet to be?
To let it diminished or to chase after it?

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Realization

If you wake up every morning,
With more health then ilness,
You are more blessed than the million who won't survive the week.

If you have never expereinced the danger of battle,
the loneliness imprisonment,
the agonly of torture or the pags of starvation,
you are ahead of millions of people around the world

If you have food in your cupboard,
clothes on you, roof over your head and a place to sleep,
money in bank, in your wallet and spare change
in a dish someplace,
you are richer that most of the people of this world.

If you hold up your face with a smile and are truly thankful,
if you can hold someone's hand, hug them,
or even touch them on the shoulder,
you are blessed because majority can,
but most do not.

If you can read this,
this shows how luck and blessed you are,
comparing to people that cannot
people never realise how blessed are they,
compare to those that does not even know the word blessed.

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Wondering


I wonder what i have been thinking or doing for the pass few months till now. I wonder why all this suddenly come back to me when i have tried for a long time to forget and to accept. I wonder why all this thing suddenly appear in my mind even though i don't think of it. I wonder why all this recall session suddenly reappear in a rapid speed. I wonder why all this reappearance seems to bring away all the happiness i have been working on for the pass few years. I wonder why everything seems to be not rite. I wonder why for a long time i don have the feeling of loosing hope and now it suddenly appear. I wonder why i had wishes that the thing that have been taken away to come back. I wonder why all of a sudden i start recalling the pass, the pass where the time there is happiness and the time when people bring happiness to me. I wonder why all this is gone now. I wonder why all the confidence and determination in me is all gone for now. I wonder why tears suddenly become a large part of my life for the pass few months till now. What is the maybe or what are the real reason behind all this?

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Fireflies


Fireflies need place that is warm to live on. In summer fireflies will find their destiny and pass down their descendant. When it come to autumn when the weather started to cold down, they can't survive through it and hence need their descendant to continue on their destiny. But some make it through the autumn with high determination on full filling their destiny for a longer time. During the night it provide light, to light up our way in the olden days. All this fade away slowly as days goes by. So it is to our life, when there is a journey to complete we will try our best to go through it until it is time when we can't manage anymore. This does not mean giving up but at least we've tried. When we are down we hope for certain light to come to us, even there is no help from them but by seeing and looking at them make us feel better, felt that there still might be hope around the corner. We will never know what is at the turning, if it is a death end then nothing can be done accept to accept it, if there is a turn or road then don't give up. Sometimes we will feel that the road is far and yet it never reach its destination, hence we felt as if its time just to let go. This sometime will make one feel bad for not continuing down the road, as their destiny had not been fulfill. Like a fireflies, who cant adopt well as the weather changes, there is minority with this determination will make it over the changes.

Friday, July 30, 2010

A cup of water


When one hold up a cup of water and ask how heavy is the water? People will answer 20g to 500g depending on how full and how big the cup is. Actually the exact or actual weight doesn't matter. It depend on how long you are holding it. Try holding it up with your hand for 1 minute, i am sure that it is isn't a problem. Hold it for 1 hour for sure you will feel tired and sore on your hands. Holding it for 1 day i am sure you can't even put up your hand on the next day. Not to say to hold it for few days, by that time i think there is a need to call an ambulance. No matter how long the cup is being hold, the weight is still the same but we our hand feels that it is getting heavier and heavier. Once there is burden on our shoulder we need to try to get rid of it as soon as possible or else it will get heavier until a stage that we will not be able to carry on. As for the glass of water when you feel tired you will tend to put it down a while before holding it back. this is the same as burden when we are tired of something, let it go a while, refresh ourselve, then start on again with a fresh mind to continue on as if we make the cup lighter by drinking the water inside it..

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Hidden within the soil below


Its the last day here and yet everything seems to be wrong, it feels like knife pierce through your heart, if someone like to be alone so much and cant accept the people to be around her so much there is nothing i can do to turn that around anymore. Everything other people do seems to be wrong, every taste of hers is the right one but she never think that not everyone has the same taste and mind. For once we would like people to realise and make them feel what we are feeling all this while but the effort that have being done to make one realise has never change anything even a slight bit. Even when you ask the most simplest question after living together for so long what type of colour or food we like, the question cant be answered. This is how well people understand us after we live together for the whole life. This is a form or gratitude, we tried to be nice but everything is hurting ourselves making us to suffer on our own. I worried, think of the future for them but there is not much to be hope on but just to pray for their happiness and health as i have no more strength to continue on getting weaker day by day, loses faith and spirit. If only there is someone to lean on even for a minutes its at a high appreciation. This is a holiday that have been predicted to be dark one.

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Plan is born to be disturb..


What is actually plan?
Will plan always gets its way..?
Is it true that with plan eveverthing will move as it was..??
Plan is just like words or sentence spoken or written,
Whether it can come true is another aspect,
Some people always get their plan going wihtout any disturbance
But some just can't do anything even there is plan,
It is just like the life of a new born butterfly,
By plan it should turns into a beutiful one after a time,
But if there human breaking into their breading place,
Then its time is delayed or even bring forward,
Resulting in unperfectness,
Some even cant make it through,
No matter how good our plan is,
How hard we have tried to achieve this plan,
Sometime people around us is too much,
That we have to let go some how with much regret,
Full-filling others need with much toleration,
Sometime only make our own heart go scatter,
Our entire schedule go upside down,
Everthing seems to be out of order,
When this full fillment is over,
For us to continue our plan it fees like we are a thousand mile behind,
That we cant catch up no matter how much we work,
This is the time when we will just let it fail,
As if a water flow had suddenly stuck in a lake,
Cant keep flowing,
Loosing hope.

Monday, June 7, 2010






Today is a day full of rage, never think of it..feeling like a active volcano for the whole evening, well as usual...there is something behind it..How many things that you can do at one time especially those that need u to move to different place at one time? Why not make the thing on the way rather than ask otheres to it once more? Why keep on cleaning when others not even close to done with it? Why mumble when people are doing other job that is need to be done? I am a human i don have super power like the flash or what so ever. Why keep jumping into fact without knowing that the thing had been done already? If you think that it is not yet being done DO IT YOURSELF. If people say already do but you are not satisfied with it...CHANGE IT YOURSELF. If people are not around but you need to ask people to do things PLEASE TELL WHEN PEOLE ARE AROUND. If there is information or others that is needed PLEASE TELL PEOPLE NOT WRITE ON RECYCLE PAPER AND DON'T TELL WHAT WAS THAT. I AM NOT GOD!!! I won't think that thing written on recycle paper is the information i need. When cook why not cook for the rite amount, making people do two time job WASTE TIME AND ELECTRIC. When people are waiting for thing to cook why not le everthing as it is on the table instead of washing it WASTE WATER AND SOAP ONLY!!!...

WEIRD WEIRD PEOPLE tell everyday also will not change this lifestyle...NOT EVERYONE IS THE SAME!!!!!!! DON'T TAKE OTHERS AS YOURSELF!!!! NOT EVERYONE HAVE THE SAME CAPACITY!!!! I think i can eat human if i wanted to at this rate.





















Saturday and sunday of this week is my day of family gathering, having all weekend..for staying out of house the whole day accept for sleep. This two day i have been meeting with cousins that i haven't meet for a long time. From this there is a nice memory that lies within, when i think back of my life last time, where all the memory when i am small and happy then flow in, looking back to the place for where i have been staying last time during my kindegarden time and before that, the time those smile had long time being loss. Walking the pathway i have taken during that time all those nice memory fly back. Its a great day of memorise and nature...

Friday, June 4, 2010

Holiday....



This holiday i have done nothing else but keep calling people...and keeping hand full with list of numbers. Apart from that been to somewhere that is consider calming for me.. Doing things like cross stiching has left my mind out of work stuff, and all the other thing that keep coming into mine especially during my free time in the nite..well this is the 1st one i have finish doing this holiday...monkey...
Well for the time to come there might be more of this or maybe other type... XD

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Colour of life


what is red colour to everyone? some people say red is lucky, some people say red means angry, or it means there is something good happening, or it means hot, spicy or it is just a fancy red colour. How about blue? some people it is calming, some people will thing that it is cold, freezing, or as a simple colour like by people. Yellow is another main colour to people it means, Cherish, light, bright, also as a hot colour or is it a simple colour by certain people. Even a colour had a lot of symbolic faces, what to say we human. Every outlook had been state differently by different person even thought is about the same particular thing. Apart from outlook ever person had a lot of different personality, some might change from while there are at different places, some might be different when they are with different people. what a person like is also always different. this is the amazing thing about human where there is a lot of differences, only from this differences we learn to be better, we learn how to become tough, we learn when is the time we need to be soft, play full and also to have fun. so is the colour, when we sees thing of different colour we reflect differently some might say it is nice and some might thing it is ugly. well this is just a different perception of life in this world. without this colour, there is nothing to be learn, and to be tought about. only with the colour of life, we live on improving our self. it is just a matter how we mix the colour around to create a new one such as purple, pink, orange, chocolate and so on...

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

the most call in a day...




THis time back here my job is to call here n call there doing some small small promotion. this is the most phone call i have made in my life....its about 130 calls per day at least depending on how fast one can understand the concept of this new promotion. yeah this is almost or erm dont knw this is up to my total call per year haha...what a day well the best is get different kind of attitude from different customer, there is customer that is easy going where there can understand fast and give you their decision, there are also customer then ask a tonne of question but at the end they reject you, there are also some that you ask is mr... in then there will direcrly close your phone without giving any reason such as he din live here anymore or he is not in. The best part is the will slam the phone haha....some will say are you cheating me? anyway i cant do much by taking your ic and handphone number...haha... cant cheat your $$ also hehe..well there is always all sort of people to deal with. Even when doing this sometime get scolded without any reason but this is an experience an a thing that we can use to learn when we do human to human contact or another words dealing with human. the most important thing is to be patient to customer no matter what they do to you, what people say customer always rite...well i am really going to admit i do this sort of thing sometime when sales person approach me..hehe....

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Long way home


After a whole day of journey on land and on air, finally arrive home in the nite. its a wonderful day to experience playing rain again what a unfortunate day, raining heavily in kl. Here starts the new adventure of mine after the whole semester of assignment, psm, test and all the lecture. Now that i found several people that some how had a lot to share with or can be share with to make my life more intresting and become lighter. thanks to them my life here will be better and happier then before. This is the first and only people that knows. Anyway thanks to them...

Friday, April 16, 2010

Burning Candle




Candle provide light that will guard us as its burn it goes shorter. Life is just like a candle as we uses our energy, our mind to think, our heart getting hurt, we become less care to this world, we will think of hiding somewhere. THe light of the candle will be no more when the wax is melted and when the stem had finish hence it is the same to our life. When the light cant be lighten anymore then hope is loss, there is no more activeness in one self, one will think to stop doing anything or start doing thing that are not sensible. As candle finish burn then we will burn a new one, life is say to be like candle to when one thing is over then come a new start. Is this true? When candle stop burning, they leave wax the remaining of the candle eventhough it cant be lighten anymore but it leave a spot or a trace that it is once been there. In our life even the thing is over, it is true that we tried not to remember, but there is thing that is too deep in within, that even treating as a paper that had been burn by the light of candle, it still leave ashes, they is no way certain thing will just leave or be gone without living anything. Even things that loses it life still leaves corpse and decade leaving bones. There is nothing that can be totally erase, it only can be ignore and can be left as where it is.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Roots of life


Worse time has pass by,
Today is a day to be free,
Yet, there is still roots in within,
Old root that never can be romove,
When it is remove then it is a whole new world,
Because of the root that cant be remove,
It feels like dying flower,
Even though the tree looks alive and green,
The flower never bloom,
The look of the tress shows its freshness,
But the flower never show itself,
This is when, when people will see,
See how fresh and green is the leaf,
Never thinks that how the root have been working hard,
Working hard to make the leave grees,
And yet never show it flower,
Due to certain circumtances,
The old root which cannot be change,
Is making it go inner into the soil,
Deep deep in trying to protect it looks,
Without knowing it, it got deeper,
And become harder to be to let go,
Become harder to remove.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Paradise!!


It is a torture this time of the semester, but this time the torture is double or more than that. Well i think i start to hallucinate and become unstable faster than usual. This week with all the assignment, report, test and most torturing of all final year project presentation and report. This week will be the last week of this semester before study week and final exam. After this weekend test there is a must to find paradise either to realise tension, stress or calm myself down. Hope to make it this weekend to the paradise....

Sunday, March 21, 2010

In the mist...

Every year this time, every year at the time when things come to peak there is always external that need to be worry of, things that make one feel uneasy, afraid that something sad will happen. Afraid of hearing this news, since this is where evertthing will be in a mess. Is this a test that have been plan from above, it happen at the same time all the while, never change it to the time when it is not on the peak time. Listening to this make people weak, weak to continue other thing, even to have a slight rest because when bad news broke, a lot of different happening will happen including fallen. Why this thing happen is also actually a blame to those around where they only see money as their world. What they can do with even millions of money when there can't enjoy it. Yes sure it is important, but why turn to greed, because of this such unhappy things happen. It makes people worried but some people just thing that this person that provide everything for them is just a burden, they never think that without this particular person, all this opportunity will not be there. What i can say about this...nothing..totally SPEECHLESS!!!!!!! People never change if there are addicted to money. Nothing will change them accept MONEY...!!!!!! This new that can be say a sad news, news that make people worry and time before tears flow out, but the closest people to this particular person is as well enjoying it..WHAT A SAD THING AND WHAT TYPE OF PEOPLE ARE LIVIING IN THIS WORLD NOW WITH NO MERCY AND NO APPRECIATION AT ALL...!!!

Monday, March 15, 2010

Hidden anger


Butterfly dies but it can be keep,

Keep at its original looks,

Animals being preserve,

And yet after a long time it is still the same,

Even living things that had losses it life,

Its shape and look can be kept unchange,

Only with the creativeness of human being,

Human being that hidden some where,

And yet unhidden people,

Keep doing things that,

Things that can be compare to the three little pigs,

Where there is more unwise one,

Compare to the one an only wise pig,

If it is ended as it is in this fairy tales,

Then it won't be a bother,

Some people just don't know the correct thing to ask,

Either it is unwise or it is ask to the wrong person,

As what the wolve did to the third pig,

If it is like a breeze of air moving by then it is fine,

If it is like a stain make of oil on cloth,

Then this is what we call irritating,

One can't stand irritation for long,

What to say being irritate all the time,

One can be burning,

Burning like fire of hell.

Thursday, March 11, 2010

sad? happy? tired? irritating?

Everyday of the week its almost the same as 12 month in a year. within all the pile of work to be done there come several undesired disturbance, disturbance that need to escape from. sometimes feel it is irritating when we are busy here come this nonsense people crapping all the while. Never ever stop and see what they have is already enough there is no need for more, it is good enough to maintain. This semester in this study life is really are test of physical strength, mentality to move on, and how tough we are in handling thing full house. well there is no doubt everyone is having a hard time for this but there is always things that had been done to make ourself happy. what is the use of finishing things but didn't feel happy. there is time to be happy, full of anger and sadness, full of headache things lying around to be solve no matter on paper or by words, trying to be happy for ourself to live on is not a doubt. Not being happy is like suffering from chronic diseases...in this time of days here how its look like when thing goes messy in all way... imagine what if in your brain look as it is on this table...what probably will happen?

Thursday, February 18, 2010

My CNY celebration

This year is tiger year and is the a whole new beginning and old things has put into a stop. Might be forgotten or just let it be and take it as a future guidline. This holiday spend it in uni. Not much of a celebration. On the second day of this new year i an my roomate had a small celebration by going to the city, watch movie, ate lunch then do a little shopping around. Ate at a place called black canyon can be graded as a not bad place to eat. Gots its own particular recipe. Then watch Percy Jackson and the lighning thief which is quite a funny story. Bought myself some orange and drinks and some pitachios. Its a nice one even its a quite celebration as its a peaceful one. Yum yum chicken chop as cny n still single day celebration :-)

Saturday, February 6, 2010

Ever feel getting Tired of LISTENING?


Every calls, every message receive is all about the same thing. Even in chat room keep receiving the same thing from a certain people. Some people just dunno how to feel bored of telling the same thing over and over again. If it is funny that people will laugh at it, then why not repeat it to make people happy. But repeating things that make people feel tired of hearing it over and over again as if thing will change if it is being tell for a hundred time. If there is a legend or a myth that say so why not trying it. It is very well know that things that is over cant be change only to look to the future. So why keep telling old stories, what can be change by doing so. Say getting advice, but advice given never being use or even try to use it for once, not to say tired of listening even will get tired of telling people to do the same thing all the time since its the same thing being tell all the while will that someone feel tired of telling it, will that person feel tired of hearing the same answer, the same unwilling to hear tone, do they know that people feel stubborn and irritating about it? well people who ask don't feel it but people who listen CANT STAND IT!! it is a instant that even without reading or listening not to say predict but will know EXACTLY what will be hear.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

daily Life cycle

Life goes on without knowing it another is over and come the new day. Everything keep repeatuing itself, unstopable even it is with different task, but its still equal to one thing life is never easy to be true. once get up from bed which is normally in the morning when the sun rises, things start to pile up until then end of the day comes nite where every pile of this thing have to be done.. in working life people call this overtime doing things out of working time. life cycle as a student, overtime is much more critical then those in working field. this keep repeating itselg day after dat. time we get to rest something we get to dream. most of the time a nightmare and its impressive that i got a sweet one this time. if it is to be made come true that is the time i will think how greatfull i am that i have been granted this dream. life cycle of the day is only rest, work then rest, then work and task then rest again.

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Who is without a Flaw?


In the circles of our life,
We will never know how's the lovely flowers bloom,
Hows caterpillar changes into beauty,
Every living thing has it greatness so thus its weakness,
Though it is the biggest tree,
When thy roots is bitten it will fall apart,
Even it is the strongest wall,
When it is attack it falls apart,
Only the nature did not falls apart easily,
Thus living naturally as what we are,
Will be our strongest self,
Even in the eyes of others its not,
But we live on with our true self,
Rather then pretending to be someone we are not,
Within all the living creature,
There is no perfectness,
Flaw, who is without it..?

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

time to recall the sweet memories

Day after day our life become more interesting hence there is less time for our self. As life goes on we have more things to do starting from homework in schools, housework, gradually turn to be working days where we have most of our time in work and meetings. As we go from childhood time to study life and last but not least working life things changes slowly and we started to disconnect with certain people. Here comes a though for this words:

One day all of us will get busy with out life, long working hour, study life, less friends, less meeting, rare calls, no sms, no more late night chatting, won't have time for our self, at such a day you will look outside your window and see the good old memories flash you by and you.ll get a smile with a tear in your eyes and you'll turn back to work thinking i wish i could go back....


We have to thanks friends which create this wonderful memory. One day people will get seperated, friends forever is a greatest hope in this relation.