Its HARD to Break a DIAMOND

What an idea to break a diamond with bare hand. It is a PREPOSTEROUS thing. Heart as hard as DIAMOND now just because of THERE ARE MISSING WIRE IN YOU BRAIN or THERE ARE WRONG WIRING IN YOUR BLOODY STUPID BRAIN. Never try to think of good for all but only thinking of YOURSELF. God DAMN SELFISH. Starting it all by you own NOW still BLAMING others. Making people to HATE you is that all you can think about. Well this is the word, YOU HAVE NOTHING TO DO AS YOU HAVE GOT EVERYTHING. If the case if you have got everything its FINE!!. but you got NOTHING accept the few cloths on you. STUPID BASTARD, you are making other to SUFFER. SUFFER yourself is enough DON'T DRAG others into it. Seems the others is not as FREE AS YOU. WHY not try to get people meaning, try to accept people goodness? All this while being everyone is being good to you, WHAT THE FUCK are you thinking? THINKING THE OTHER WAY ROUND? If people were to think the other way round then IT HAS BEEN WHEN THE SUN RISES DURING THE NIGHT!!! You are now in chaos, but still doing things that is 1000% IMPOSSIBLE FOR OTHERS IN A CHAOS LIKE YOU ARE DOING? What can i say there is nothing other says will get into your BLOODY MIND. All you know is listen to the one that got you into this trouble. Even the one closest to you can clear your mind. WHY DON'T YOU STOP TO LISTEN ANT THINK YOU HEAD OUT OF IT FIRST!! WHAT HAVE SHE GIVEN YOU??? JAMPI????? What make you change until this extant?? What can we do? ALL that i can think of is to GIVE YOU A LESSON!! But will others thinking of GIVING YOU a second chance, or THIS IS THE LAST OF IT?? People called it STUPID, but this is what i will say you are not only STUPID BUT ALSO SELFISH. People say wait me come back then settle it down. ITS TOO LONG. By the time i get back i can't imagine what would iT be like already. IT WILL LOOK LIKE WORLD WAR BY THEN......... :-(

SHIT make me no mood STUDY OT DO ANYTHING ELSE!!!...T.T

BaD THINGs always happen at once!!

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When there is mess, it come around at the same time. Even my test today has no hope. even myelf is in a mess. Health is not helping. Don't know what to say. In mess there is mess again. It always come together in my whole life. Its not only FAITH its FACT now. Why things have to get worse from time to time. Can it never be solve? What is the reason to ask someone to get out when the place don't even belong to you? By doing some decision, with the thinking that this matter will get better and slowly fate away with time. But it continues on unstop....What the HELL is this! Can't they realize it this is hurting each other...STUPID!!!!!! Then what happen need to give opinion again? Of course the same answer will be obtain from all cause people HATE them already. Hate can be reduce is there is changes in the one you hate but it keep GETTING WORSE! HOW DO YOU EXPECT PEOPLE TO JUST LET YOU GO!!!!!! Its like All against ONE...Give it up already....Is making people worried, angry to the boiling point is all that you can do? Need people to tolerate with you, but you never tolerate others. HOW DO YOU EXPECT PEOPLE TO SUPPORT YOU when you do things that not even a person liking it? IT'S a WASTE OF TIME reasoning whith people like this. Better to ask them to go as far as possible NO MATTER WHAT RELATION IT IS THERE ARE TO YOU. Opinion, opinion and opinion STOP ASKING IT FROM ME.........

Come and go....

This is the time when everyone seems to be busy. There is a lot of things that come together at the same time. There is no way to push it away but try the best to prepare for it, complete it and also to solve it. What is the most important thing now is to manage time so that everthing fit in. There is always sacrifices if we need to get thing done and to reach for the star we wish for all this while. Even though we will not know what is the result, its either we can make it or not. The best wat to satisfy yourself when we can't make it is that we know that we had try our best. Thinking that we didn't done enough is a suffer. But everytime things happen, there is always dissatisfaction saying that i should have done this earlier or any other reason that make us dissatisfied. It is easy to say it out, that we wanna let go and change in the time to come, but it is hard for us to forget everthing as if it never happen before.

Life=wind?

When wind blows through a place is like that same wind will not blow again at the same place but it will keep on moving to other places. When the chances pass then there will not be another chance. When we miss an event then it will be hard to wait for another apportunity. When time passes, we cant turn back time. It is as if every moment if our life is like the life of wind. It is seems to be so. In this life there is a lot of things that can't be blown away by the wind. There is also things that once it is blown away it will come again repeating itself, there are also things that can't even being blown away and stay for a long time. Things that can be blown away sure is a relief, stuf that does not repeat itself even after a long period is sure to be good. But all this will not happen in reality. In another word it is preposterous. Living is not as easy as wind blowing by where everything will go together with it. Life is always a challange to human kind. Anything that come, goes or stay have to be face eventhough there is hardship in it, eventhough there is a need to be bad sometime, sometime it makes people suffer, what that is to be done have to be done. This is the way life moves. There is place in life where it can go like the wind and there is thing that remain.

Mirror (part2)

As people started to do the same thing to him, and he feel it. Since where he is living with his child and wife also being paid by others so he made the decision to go back to the farm he rented to do farming. As his child was studying in a school in the city where he is staying before, he plan to transfer his child school to one near his farm house. This in return make others think that what ever happening is actually making the children to suffer. So at last he make a decision to take 2 hour journey going and returning for the children to study in town instead transfer them to a school near the farm house. Since he is living with his mother before, now she is left alone in the house. Ever since then the others has to visit there more often. For how long this can last. When it don't last that long after all after a few weeks, they started to come home once in a while after picking up children from school and sometime overnight there. It seems everything is coming back slowly to the life before. Will everything go back to what it was? Lets see the progress in part 3.

Back to normal

H1N1 break is finally over today. Eventhough the break is over we must still becareful and allert. For four days been enjoying life in an fully air condition room with common room that has tv in it and also the heater while taking bath, is finally come to an end. Life has return to it normal pace. Now that the break is end, Pekan life has come back with classes, busses which make me dizzy evertime. Hopefully things will go well and be better then before. It had been over one month and there is still nothing that got into my small little brain. Breaks has end hopefully can start to get things into line..

hyper superb u..

H1N1...since it is declare holiday then alomost all are home accept those who are from Sabah and Sawarak. Well what kind of arrangement is this asking people to move to other block with the reason wanna spray or kill germs or what ever which i din't see anything is being done. For now i am staying at the international studen block well, its quite nice as it is air condition, meet two more new friends, there is television to watch at the common room with hyper nice and comfortable chair. Accept for the world best connection, the line is unstable but it is ok.. Kill germs another issue what about those block which is not close? There is no germs there, i don't think so... If this is so then its pity for them live with the germs..What a weird decision.

Now lets go to how they make sure how everyone staying is all sabah and sawarak. What they do is they take keys then they go to every block knock on every door, if no one answering guess what they do they take the key open it to make sure no one is in there. So don't even thinking of hiding. They check ic to see where are you from so there also no room to tell lies and don't wanna go home. Lucky me there are calling me everyday and ask me to move everday but everytime there are no one in the office so cant take key. Until this morning they call and at last got the key to move..

UPSIDE DOWN

Yeah special holiday..but here staying in the uni everything seems don't goes well. To those west malaysians all are as is being ask to go home saying that they have no reason to stay. They even provide buses now to bring people back. As for those who are staying here its more rediculous, they ask us to gather and stay at several block only. Where the room is has a totally unoccupied place. By the number of people staying here actually there is not enough place for each and every of us to move to an unoccupied room or bed. Come to think of it the reason they are doing so is to let the virus died alway by it own as it can died outside the body within 7-8 hours. There are closing several block only for this purpose. How about those that are not clear now? What an idea...Hopefully everything will go well soon.