Fall in a water canyon

Ouch its quite a high fall, luckyly din't fall on ground fall on water, at least i still can be safe eventhough i dunno how to swim. If fall on groud i sure look like humpy dumpy now. It's finally the end of the semester and every bit of it has finshes few hour ago. Well its now time to relax a while and be preapre for the coming advventure or better call it another war. It's time to prepare nuclear boom or else radioactive devices to kill the peolple or either to make peolple suffer slowly before they eventurally die. Well its lots preparation to make compare to the final test this few days as all has no thoery but its all logical thinking and how to make thing better without anything to refer at. Well there is a few days more before this hopefully can get full relaxatio and be prepare to drop into water again from a high height. It will be quite pain but at least can survive it.

Water pipe

My mind now is like water pipe, water keep flowing cant be absorb by the pipe. Seeing things as if first time seeing it, forget it in a short time. Is like everything that is studied keep flow away, unreachable by my brain. Brain is like a piece of blank paper now without anything written on it. Even wanna fill it will words and numbers, it do not accept. Missing a soul hence no spirit to study. No matter how much read, there is still no absorption. Even wanna read without understand is hard now do not have the heart to do so. Hopefully things will turn up rite after this. This keep going on, then ac really got its meaning.

Escape from Laboratory

After being capture for more than one month almost coming to two in a deserted island, being torture by the scientist in laboratory, at last an escape had been done. It a long time ever since the last time i see the world outside. First escape is really a joy, got two teams come to the rescue. Chosen the one that is more attractive and interesting, while ditching the other. Now i know how fun it is to ditch people once in a while rather then being ditch all the while. The escape really did repair the damage after being torture. Not only repair but also have restore me back to the energetic and normal operating me. Then here come the second escape, can't all it an escape since escape once already. Find out that not only girls are scare of horror movie but vive versa. Its been a great time ever since escaping the weird scientist torturing island. Thanks to those rescuer, who make it a fun one.

In need of an angel

I don't know why bad feeling keep coming to me. Is it because of the worriness, the scared feeling in me? Most probably it is. No matter how much i tried to distract myself and try to do things, to take away that feeling, it won't go. Now that this had happen i don't know whether i can survive for the final. There is a feeling of losses of confident in this life. Even when i am doing my task, it keep coming by and stopping me to do so. Each day it become worse, and i don't know what to become of me. It is been even harder for me now to act happy in front of people. Have been impossible. Last week is a week of torture but at least i won't have this feeling concurring me. If there is a shoulder or a place where i can lend on now, or a place that can let me let go of this feeling, or a place where i can be alone and let myself yield, shout let out all the tears, its really a joy. Even spending half an hour under the shower, letting the cold water pour on me it still can't calm me down. I really needed an angel on my side now, whispering words of comfort to gain back my confident in life, to get back to previous self that are affordable to hear and have a calm heart at hand. Which i know is impossible, since i never had one before to really lend it's hand on me.