Hidden within the soil below

Its the last day here and yet everything seems to be wrong, it feels like knife pierce through your heart, if someone like to be alone so much and cant accept the people to be around her so much there is nothing i can do to turn that around anymore. Everything other people do seems to be wrong, every taste of hers is the right one but she never think that not everyone has the same taste and mind. For once we would like people to realise and make them feel what we are feeling all this while but the effort that have being done to make one realise has never change anything even a slight bit. Even when you ask the most simplest question after living together for so long what type of colour or food we like, the question cant be answered. This is how well people understand us after we live together for the whole life. This is a form or gratitude, we tried to be nice but everything is hurting ourselves making us to suffer on our own. I worried, think of the future for them but there is not much to be hope on but just to pray for their happiness and health as i have no more strength to continue on getting weaker day by day, loses faith and spirit. If only there is someone to lean on even for a minutes its at a high appreciation. This is a holiday that have been predicted to be dark one.