Being Stab Right Through

Now i know what is the feeling of being stabb right through. Now i am thinking what i have been doing all this time until i can't do anything towards the problem (forget everthing?) :( This is one of the worse day of my life it's worse then the day i explode as a nuclear boom or the day that i feel saddest and most desperate. Whatshould i do.. calm down myself? Relax a bit, but i caan't there is still tonne of things that have to be done and now i am scared that with this emotion now i can't do anything but looking for something that is not related at all to the thing or similar to the things today. don't even know how to describe..sad, desperate, dissapointed, stress, plus not feeling that well myself there are all there...everyhting is out of order,,

Learning never ends...

As day goes by life move on. Self-development, economical development, the world keeps on changing by accepting, overcome new challenges each day and its getting harder form time to time. It is all up to ourself to accept all the challenges with open hand and handle it in a correct way. All this challenges is actually a test to us a test in or live. Every action and challenges has its own pro sequences, lesson and meaning behind it. From all the things that we have done think back and try to get the value from it, learn something form it as everything has it own value. Even a small matter such as a meal has a value in it. It can be learn what is the important of every scrub of food that we take brings us energy to goes on living. Once you fail don't ever try to let go, try harder and learn from the reason you have fail before. Life is all about learning. There is no reason a person stop learning while living and also over the other world where we all have don't have any idea of whether it exist or not, as there are belief of after world. Even a slightest thing as tripping over a rock tells us to look out of the path probably so that we might not trip again the next time because of carelessness or without noticing. It teaches to pay attention while doing things.

Hopeless

It's really hopeless.... feeling very dissapointed to myself.... If i only make myself study more, it only i concerntrate more in class, if only i spend more time studying, if only i din't think of things that can distract my study, if only i can let myself go off the tonnes of problems, if only i have been spending most of my time on books and doing exercises..... this will no thappen to me...... Everthing is in the lower stage because of the lack of concentration and too much problem to think of..... From now on i will make myself concentrate more....which is hopefully can be done.... I regreted earlier i don't want to regret again once just because of all the if that make me regret before.

EmOtIoNLEsS?

After i did somethine yesterday.... i find out there is a possibility where person is emotionless. It is true? When we recall things thats make us explode as if a nuclear boom what will we feel? Will we still explode? Well as a matter of fact we might not exploded as before but din't have any emotional response at all. This is actually quite a good symtoms, this means that you have let go of that incident and actually had forgive or being forgiven, and accept what that has happen before. As remembered, this incident had give me a virtual look of how to some how solve it in a correct way eventhough it will not be the same as before. As always there is still a but. The but is we cannot solve the same incident if it happens again between different people with the same way as different people have different thought and character. There is always a fresh start after each and every different incident in our life as we will learn the value in it.

Really Free?

Herm... come to think of it am i really that feel that i don't do anything the whole day?......... Here is what actually is happening...

There is time we feel free,

There is time we do not do anything,

Even though we feel bored,

But we never do a thing.

Is it true that we are that free,

Sometime yes,

But sometime we act to be free,

To get ourselves away from all the dizziness,

All the unbelievable things,

And most important of all to relax.

Sometime we think that we have a lot of things to do,

But the fact is it is the same as to others,

Above all get ourselves a free time,

Just to have a little fun,

And help us start a fresh thinking,

In return having more ideas.

When yo are busy,

Remember to get yourself free,

Just to relax and clear your mind.

Take your time in doing things,

As long as it's finish on time,

And meet the requirement.

Give That Can't Be Buy

As you sit in silence,

Wondering why

I'll be your shoulder so that you can lean on,

Until you feel that you are find.

When you've been hurt,

And can't believe what they've done

If you need someone to talk to

I'll be the one.

If a close friend hurts you,

And you don't understand

Remember I'm here,

I'll lend a helping hand.

Burdens are lighter when carried together,

And I just want you to know

We're always there for you.

CRUSHED

This time of day there is a lot of thing to be done. Cover with all sort of element fire, water, earth, and even wind some more, until can't really reconize which one are inside now or maybe a mixture of everyhting. Anyway between the business there is always a time to relax and do something else which can calm our mind. By the crushed with things give us a lesson. The leeson is don't ever try to do things last minute again. Start doing thing when it is given to you, this way then you will not be burden with pile of jobs to be done in a spilt second. But sometime it can't be help as it comes to you all at once, all you have to do is organize your time well and finish it as soon as possible at any cause. But always remember in between there must be a time where you need to relax.

THE CORRECT CHOICE.

How could a person make judgement,

When there is different words,

From the one you love the most, the one u care about the most,

Which one that contain the truth in it?

It is hard to believe in both as both leads to different direction,

Is it correct if we just leave everthing?

Will it make thing right?

Or we might as well stay in it and make thing right by ignoring the truth?

Which will make a better choice in life,

Which is the one that can bring unity to us,

the one that will bring us happiness?

Know Well or Not?

This is a question that always wondering in a person mind: Do one's know a person well? As always it is hard to truly know everthing about that person no matter how close you are. We will always see what's outside oneself but never will we truly understand the inner self. Eventhough we know that perosn for a long time it did not shows that we understand perfectly. The best way is to just understand them as what threre are by seeing how their life goes on day after day what is in their heart we will never know as there is always a secret within. Even though sometimes we think the bad side of them, we must leran to tolerate and don't bother much. We all know it is hard to do this where nothing is simple in life even the simplest matter as having a meal. The most important part is we tried our best.

JOY OF SHARING

Anyone ever heard that sharing is one of thing that can keep our life moving? Well keeping everyhting inside sometimes makes a person feels desperate. To share is to get advice and try to make up our mind of the correct solution. But sharing has it limits some where, where certain thing is better to be keep within one self or share its only to certain individual that one trusted the most. When sharing occur the burden for one's can be reduce... As a matter of fact this helps one a lot as in this life there are lots of things and thought that have to be consider. Sharing is not a thing that can be done by everyone but once one tried it will continue on by chance.

UNCERTAINCY

Once when we did things that can bring effect to us try to solve in a proper way so we may not losses a friend in any manner. It is rite to understand each and every person beside you so that there will be less misunderstanding within. It is untrue to said that there is no conflict within friends. There is some once in a while just how large or how serious it is. There are things that come out of our speech that might or will hurt a person without knowing whether is it the truth or not. It is the best for us to keep track and says only what that will not keep others bothering. Even it is impossible for a person to control its temper and word spoken at certain time try the best to stay calm. This is the time where an uncertain feeling will concure us and make us as a person that is unpredictable by others.

How Life Goes On

How life goes on is not for us to determine, but it is depend on that person to face, to discover, to understand and also to solve what it coming to them in a moderate way that it does not bring solemness, sadness and hurts to others and also to the person itself. It is an importance for a person to consider the people around them and try to understand them according to their style and characteristic as in trying to accept the peolple around you, eventhough from a different kind.

For life to go on smoothly make a principle of give and take, and also to forgive and forget. It is this principle that helps us to be happy with our life and appreciate what is around us no matter what is the condition of our surrounding. Build up a concept which can guide us towards happiness not only for ourself but for the people around us.

Be away from misjudge and solve what is wondering in our mind in a proper manner that we have to think about the thought of people around us, considering their acceptance towards our decision and thought.

To have a sweet life lets not keep what is hurting us just let it be blown alway as the wind blown by. Do not keep it in our heart as it will brings difficulties to ourself and also to others. Those that remain in us is the stupid thing that we do togehter, the sweetest moment and memory we have together. This will make life goes not. Eventhough it is hard to be done but we must do our best in this civilization where there is always weakness inside us which will missguide us.

FUN WITH BAD STAR FOLLOWING AROUND

Feel boring so went out yesterday but its such an unlucky trip starting rite from the beginning of the trip. Went we take car the car seems to be out of petrol but when fill it with petrol it din't start to. We still went out at last. But i receive a call from my roomate saying that our door can't be open and she have to some how break the door knop and din close the door for the whole day. when i went back well just take a screw driver and take out erm... dunno wat ever it is called, then at least it can be close now even without locking.... at least looks like it is lock..... anyonther unclucky incident is haiz.....unspeakable...somebody says its fate missing bike..... Even we did have fun out there but its a really unforgetable day of bad star following around...

A TRIP TO GENTING

One week ago i have a real relaxing time doing this thing casino+theme park=genting. well dun relly feel of going to theme park coz main purpose relax......lets see hows the scenery look like from the top

its really look like heaven isn't it......wat a nice site.... erm..... let see the place we stay....

well of coz it doesn't look like this when we go in this is after we mess it up..:-) now lets see what we did there well going to casino, eat and sleep and walk around. anything special or unexpected happen? well some one suprise me byu going into the casino as well as did some bet on it. Casino is a noce place but don't forget to control urself when u're inside there. actually most of us spend most of the time in there rather then doing others thing. Some playing some looking around. The special thing about this trip is actually getting together (friend gatherring considered) and have fun.. well we came back on monday but some of us is back on sunday. Heard they used taxi from genting to KL coz cant get bus... feel sorry for them.... anyway its fun and it an new memory with those guys.