Monday, November 22, 2010

Hidden trap as is in non existing




Hidden trap is something that we cannot see, even we predict that there is one some where. We won't know how the trap are design, we will never when and what will trigger the trap. When we know there is a trap we will just keep in mind to be careful. When we are not we fall into one. Sometime even we are alert we will not notice it. Sometime we even don't know that it is a trap until we fall into one. How is this related to existence? Existence of someone are some how being ignore sometime. Even they are rite beside you, but there is no intention to communicate or anything. When they see you alone they just left you there. They know you are there and yet a lot of things they do they will not think of you unless reminded by someone. This shows how small that person existence is. As in hidden trap we know it is there even know what is it but we just keep in mind not to trigger but not to release or give warning to the others who is coming and just leave it as what it is. If the people in your group does not says let stop moving and entrap the place then no one will care. Hence sometime existence of someone is notice just because of someone else existed beside them, when they are not around this is where they once again become un-notice and un-exist.

Friday, November 19, 2010

What am i in these world?



In this world i am born, there is a lot of thing that have been missing. What is the meaning of love, playfull, childhood, laughter, what is the true meaning of having family and friends around? All this have been a question. Is my existance in this world only as a person to fill one of the gap of population in this world? Is my existance in these world is only to see how life of others around me? Is it that all these while i only can see how happy people are, how they truly laugh, to see how warm their family are? Is it that my life has only the means to see but not the means to experience it myself? Is that the thing that i felt all this while can only be emptiness, sadness, anger and the will to create a better life for myself that is hence full of tears? Is this what i am to this world? Is that to people i am always the person who smile and seems to be happy? Is that to people i can have everything i want when actually all of it are only the things that i have in what the eyes are capable of seeing? Is it that hard that my only requirement is someone to tell me jokes, sit with me, talk with me once in a while some that all this emptiness and all this sadness will go away? As people always says the simplest thing in live is the hardest thing to achieve. The things that you see is not the thing that really symbolise a person. A person who smile and laugh at everything, deep down inside is just a person that has an empty soul to be feel with joys.

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Act of poison


Scorpion are some things that people afraid of,

Afraid of its poison,

Hence there is no dreaming of getting close to it,

People will start to run or started to hit it,

Even so there are places where it is eaten,

Eaten by us human who is afraid of its poison,

Scorpion can be symbolise as us human,

So people are afraid of us,

Afraid in many direction and time,

There is time people will not want to get close to us,

Afraid that something bad will happen,

As if being sting by scorpion,

So there is time people start to run away and hide,

But there is also people that continue to face what ever in front of them,

Preparing to fight back, preparing to stand tall,

There is part in life that no matter how poisoning are you,

There is people that still dare to stand up and fight,

Scorpion using its poison to to defend themselves,

Scare of being killed,

We human sometime are being hated,

Just as how scorpion are being hated for protecting themselves,

They are innocent and yet there are threat,

There is always reason for being protective and defensive,

Anyway can be chosen even when poison have to be injected,

No matter how you regret for injecting the poison,

No matter how much you are being hate,

No matter how some people trying to avoid you,

Because of the poison inside,

What people don usually see is the purpose of that poison,

There is no doubt that there is also poison that has evil purpose,

But once we see the word poison,

Evil, bad, killer, all this words is the first thing come to mind,

Where as its true purpose are not being recognize