Friday, October 16, 2009

Recent life


Every night is like day to me now. It seems there is no different between night and day. What i have been doing in the day is what i will do during the night. Too much back behind, too much thing to do seems time is running to fast. 24 hours a day is like 12 hours a day and it is never enough. Too much thing to think of educational, non-educational, everything is there in one day. There is no escape to anything in this life. What is happening around there seems to be not much choice to choose from the only thing that can be done is face it. Its neary end of the semester i found out that i still learn nothing. Its increadible first time in my life, feels that i have learn nothing as if its a long holiday now. What have i been doing, actually i also don't know. Why i have turn up this way now, i also not sure about it. Too much happening around, might be the cause making people feel tired all the time, and give me an unbreathable brain, never stop thinking and looking for solution. Plus test time is here which is equal to dome day. Really hope can turn back time or just let the time freeze for a while. So that can change certain thing that now keep getting worse, so that can start to improve myself in another way, so that i am normal a bit where there is day and night in my life.

2 comments:

  1. yeah emo time..hehe..when time less 24 hours feels like nothing..sit bus 2 hours, walk 2 pasar malam also 2 hours..from now till end of sem sure very busy 1..ai..

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  2. can't resist it head keep turning around. Things seems never ever going to stop for me even the holiday...:-( Busy whole year round accept raya week.

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