Possible Become Impossible

There is no such thing as impossible if we want to make it possible. Just that it is depend on how much we want it to be possible and how much effort we put into it. Ever since the opening of this semester seems to be zero effort, don't know why but there is an impossible feeling to put an effort into anything. Evertime when want to make it possible, some how it become impossible. There is not a thing that have been done, that seems to goes the way it should be. Everthing is like out of my hands. Even want to take it into hands it, there is some things that keep making me pulling back. Don't know the reason why. Even there is a target infront of me, there is things that i would like to chase after or go after but there is no effort made. Since there is not an effort made even the possible has beceome impossible for me now. Even the easies thing that can be done had become hard. What i have been thinking for now? Why there is a force pulling me back from the things that i want to do even though i know that that particular thing is important. Why can't i get back to my usual self where i did everthing in line. Is it because of there is too many think to think of that i don't even know which one to start with? If this keep going on, the possible also had become the impossible.