No matter what calender we are using, almanac, lunar, everything doesn't matter another 2 month its the end of he year while lunar another 4 month will be sufficient. Its time for celebration and festival again. Since won't be able to join new year celebration no matter which one it is, it is better to take the time and have my own new year. Its almost the end of the semester, once again everything seems to be come in at once. There is a lot of things to be done and to be think of is like a pile of mountain that we need to climb out to the top. The submit is like as tall as Mt Everest now, no its taller then Mt Everest my own tallest mountain a new record. Even the holiday is still about a month away there is a lot of things that need to be thought of for the holiday. A whole new war is awaiting ahead. A war that need to be confront with much thought and carefull approach. Even though life will be though once more, ever since i have beeing born to face this type of life there nothing that can be done but to face it no matter how tired, how unreasonable some of the things are, how much i like to let go and have my own happy holiday. Its a mixture of unknown feeling of being happy to let go of study time a while, feeling desperate thinking of what is awaiting in front, feeling sad to think of what are thing that need to be done.