Water pipe

My mind now is like water pipe, water keep flowing cant be absorb by the pipe. Seeing things as if first time seeing it, forget it in a short time. Is like everything that is studied keep flow away, unreachable by my brain. Brain is like a piece of blank paper now without anything written on it. Even wanna fill it will words and numbers, it do not accept. Missing a soul hence no spirit to study. No matter how much read, there is still no absorption. Even wanna read without understand is hard now do not have the heart to do so. Hopefully things will turn up rite after this. This keep going on, then ac really got its meaning.