One will appretiate more when......

When one's work for something they wanted, they will appretiate it more. As that time they know how hard is it to earn something that they want. When people give, we just take without knowing how hard one's work for it eventhough its just a small stuff. When we tried to look for it on our own, we had hard time just finding it. But when you find it you feel relieve and happy cause you finaly got something on your own. Even so some people for receiving a gift even a small one it's make them happier then when they buy it by themself. This is because that gift they receive its a one in a lifetime gift. this gift they will remember in mind and keep it at heart even that's the one and only. Some that sought the thing they wanted themself, got it but they still feel sad eventhough they appreciate it. Why? Its because there is no one there to that can even understand what is the needs of that person eventhough its just as simple as having a cup of tea together. For me i really appretiate those that are able to have a cup of tea with me once in a life time then those who gift me diamonds but does not understand the true needs of a person.

In the midle of the ocean

In the ocean there is a lot of nice things which include corals and different kind of fishes. But i don't know why when i set sail to catch fishes, i keep on catching whale, even if i dive indo the sea i can't see others accept whale. I fish whole day and yet the only thing i caught is whale. I don't know how much whale i have catch today, i can't even count. If only i could exchange this whales with something i like i will change all of it with one.
Apart from catching whale, i keep on getting bitten by crab when i pull up my net. It's hurt a lot that i can't even describe it. Waiting for the time for it to stop bitting. Plaster, oilment and medicine does not help. I don't know how much longer i can bare with it.
In this ocean, all of a sudden storm come then sun comes. This make me feel soo cold that i migh freeze at a time and hot at a time. I am hoping a mermaid will appear and transform me in to one so i can be friends with whale and crab that keep on bothering and hurting me. How much i hope and wish for it,it doesn't matter as i know this is something that never will be realise. It is like waiting water to flow uphill of a waterfall instead of downhill. Even so i still hope i still keep this as a hope and a wish.

MeT@m0rPho5is

Day passes followed by week, month and years. Everything in this world keeps on changing. Even the people around seems to be different even though they go by the same name and has the same looks. Compare to the nature which has the name sunny, winter, rain, and so on they are just the same. Having the same name but keep changing in their moods. Sometime it rains unstopable, sometime its just small rain, sometime it can't even rain when you wanted it to. This goes the same to others.

Maybe there are not changing, maybe that is what there are but never show, or trying to be some one else in front of everyone. Like what we say the day is sunny but we never know when it will become dreadfull creating drought or become as pleasant as just a crystal clear sky just nice for every one.

Apart from changing or showing ones true self, they might be still the same to everyone but just showing differences to certain people around them. Saying that people that leave in winter won't feel the cold the people leaving in non-seasonal place. Even the its the same winter, people from desert might feel its freezing while local there just feels cold.

Sometime there are no changes within that person, and others does not feel that there is changes but some people might feels that they had change as they fall too deep into them that even a slight change seems to be a lot. It feels just like summer changing into winter without any autumn in between or winter to summer without spring in between.

Others is that no people are changing but you yourself are, that make you feel all the people around you changes. Its just like us human creating pollution for the sack of wealth and dream which actually changes increase the temperature of the globe, that some how we think that the sun burn bigger creating hotter day. Just that we don't realise that we change ourself that make the people around us seems to be changing.