Which one?

Whcih will you choose if you are given 3 choices.
1. Go to sleep but unable to sleep
2. Cant sleep but wanna sleep
3.Don't wanna sleep but you are sleepy

This 3 choices anyone chosen bring different feeling. Choice 1 lay down awake doing nothing apart from turn here and turn there thinking unsolveable things leaving the solveable thing undone. Choice 2 feel sleepy but unable to sleep thinking that there is still things to be done and yet moodless to do anything disturb by those things that is unsolveable. Choice 3 dont wanna sleep even sleepy know it as bad to health for the first thing, don't wanna sleep with the reason of wanna do things which is at the end can't do anything because of moodless.

No matter which choice is to be choosen, there is always something missing behind it.

Bored~~

Does people get bored saying the same thing every time they talks? Even the one talks does not feel bored the one hearing will feel bored even irritating some time. Instead of talking about the same thing which make others hearing feel like you are a type of person that care nothing but that why not make some changes and live life as what it was rather then persuade more when you have enough. Persuade more does not means bad, but persuade more and stressing yourself and the people around you its a bad idea. Every one want a better life, but if your capability is only until there why not just appreciate what you have and live with it. Why people keep on making their self suffer because of that something when actually they can live happily already with what they have now. Is this called greed? Is there no other things to talk about? Why not trying to talk about daily happening conversation rather then narrow the conversation into something about that something? There are not tired of talking about it but the one hearing Will feel damn bored and damn irritate and totally tired of it!!

Complete failure

Everything seems to be at plan,
Everything seems to go smoothly,
Everything seems to go as wanted,
Very naturaly,
But this everything never move even an inch,
Because the plan of this everything
have been changed all the while,
From all the changes,
Making it a complete failure,
There is no reason for this failure,
Its just like letting it go,
Don't want to think anymore,
Need a place without four walls around,
Need a place to get all the feeling back,
Feeling that can make people move at their pace,
For now stuck here in a little hole,
unmoveable.

Wind is a part of my Life

Every person have their own complication, just hope that the sound of the wind blowing everyday can slowly remove this complication, slowly giving me the idea to change and to move forward. The sound of the wind brings a lot to me, it shows all the thing in my life as it blow through. When it started to blow it brings me coldness, making me to think more things no atter the bad one nor the good one. Some how this wind blowing though helps to calm and clear my mind to set aside certain things and concentrate on the one i really needed to. Even so the breeze of this wind is not enough to bring all the calmness and clearness to me. Just to hope to find a new secret place for me to think in this new place of mine. Where there is more cool wind blowing.