A cup of water

When one hold up a cup of water and ask how heavy is the water? People will answer 20g to 500g depending on how full and how big the cup is. Actually the exact or actual weight doesn't matter. It depend on how long you are holding it. Try holding it up with your hand for 1 minute, i am sure that it is isn't a problem. Hold it for 1 hour for sure you will feel tired and sore on your hands. Holding it for 1 day i am sure you can't even put up your hand on the next day. Not to say to hold it for few days, by that time i think there is a need to call an ambulance. No matter how long the cup is being hold, the weight is still the same but we our hand feels that it is getting heavier and heavier. Once there is burden on our shoulder we need to try to get rid of it as soon as possible or else it will get heavier until a stage that we will not be able to carry on. As for the glass of water when you feel tired you will tend to put it down a while before holding it back. this is the same as burden when we are tired of something, let it go a while, refresh ourselve, then start on again with a fresh mind to continue on as if we make the cup lighter by drinking the water inside it..

Hidden within the soil below

Its the last day here and yet everything seems to be wrong, it feels like knife pierce through your heart, if someone like to be alone so much and cant accept the people to be around her so much there is nothing i can do to turn that around anymore. Everything other people do seems to be wrong, every taste of hers is the right one but she never think that not everyone has the same taste and mind. For once we would like people to realise and make them feel what we are feeling all this while but the effort that have being done to make one realise has never change anything even a slight bit. Even when you ask the most simplest question after living together for so long what type of colour or food we like, the question cant be answered. This is how well people understand us after we live together for the whole life. This is a form or gratitude, we tried to be nice but everything is hurting ourselves making us to suffer on our own. I worried, think of the future for them but there is not much to be hope on but just to pray for their happiness and health as i have no more strength to continue on getting weaker day by day, loses faith and spirit. If only there is someone to lean on even for a minutes its at a high appreciation. This is a holiday that have been predicted to be dark one.

Plan is born to be disturb..

What is actually plan?

Will plan always gets its way..?

Is it true that with plan eveverthing will move as it was..??

Plan is just like words or sentence spoken or written,

Whether it can come true is another aspect,

Some people always get their plan going wihtout any disturbance

But some just can't do anything even there is plan,

It is just like the life of a new born butterfly,

By plan it should turns into a beutiful one after a time,

But if there human breaking into their breading place,

Then its time is delayed or even bring forward,

Resulting in unperfectness,

Some even cant make it through,

No matter how good our plan is,

How hard we have tried to achieve this plan,

Sometime people around us is too much,

That we have to let go some how with much regret,

Full-filling others need with much toleration,

Sometime only make our own heart go scatter,

Our entire schedule go upside down,

Everthing seems to be out of order,

When this full fillment is over,

For us to continue our plan it fees like we are a thousand mile behind,

That we cant catch up no matter how much we work,

This is the time when we will just let it fail,

As if a water flow had suddenly stuck in a lake,

Cant keep flowing,

Loosing hope.