Trust and Doings

Yeah at last back from a stressful trip. Some people just can't be trusted at all. Every word spoken is only as if a wind pass by the place it blown. Only available for that time. After this hopefully everything will be in its place and words can be keep. Apart from that thinking of doing another business which will be more stable is really a headache. Doing food stalls need menu, menu is there but a permanent cook is not available. Anyway getting a part time job is the best ever since can do it anyway and anytime i wanted to just have to be in time to submit. Have to prepare stuff to some how make myself deaf everyday no relaxation at all for my tiny little ears. Sometime have to pretend to listen even though hated it, even when watching a movie there is no peace as can't concentrate in the movie at all, there is always voices talking making people feeling wanted to be deaf for a moment. Nevermind just have to stand the double impact for another 2 weeks before it is reduce to 1. Things keep repeating itself, things keep being remind all the time even i wanted to forget about it, it is hard. Some people just can accept idea and keep going without changing anything, every time complaining. TRY NEW THINGS IT MAY CHANGE THINGS!! Why not try it. Being deaf is not a great solution, preparing nuclear or radioactive devices everyday will not make any good if people don't tend to change and just keep on complaining. SOON I WILL BE DEAF!!