Square head

Imagine a square box no matter how you turn it, it turn out that the things inside it will stuck in the corner until it is being move again. compare to a sphere box no matter how you turn it, it will not have any corner that it will get stuck. With only a slight movement things started to move again. Teaching management, but do not how to use it in itself. Everthing is getting messier which mean getting worse. when we know from the beginning that there is a deadline and ther person that are in charge if approving everything is not there, things should be done by assingning others to do the approval rather then living everything in a mess. People keep pushing around ask to ask from one place to another. This only sets an example of how to push responsibilities from one person to another and also this shows that people don't care what is happening at other small boxes but only within that only box. This is why there will be never a perfect box since the small box cant glue to each other to be a larger one.

something to share

Early this year here in Sarawak comes producer which indirectly did music, create music and also sing himself. Recently CD's had been produce and apart from introduce and give chances to some talented people it is also for charity use and also contain some spiritual song instead of song about life and love which is normally composes by artist. The title of the album is The Undiscoverd Talent. It compromise oldies style, classic, sentimental and also rock songs and it consist of malay, english and also chinese songs. Apart of that now video is being made and yet it is unpublished yet. For whether it is nice or not i can't comment on it since different people has different taste. All i can say for this is local quality album it can be classified as an ok can't say too good can't say it is bad. Well this is the first album anyway, feedback has been taken and public requirement have been taken into consideration. From this a finding that people now a days mostly people like songs not because of the content of the lyrics but by looking on the vocal, melody and also the music. There might be some which will not agree with this statement, but it can be said that most people does not really appreciate the content of the lyrics.

Looking back

Dashing back to the year 2005, reconnect with those people which i have been living with them, have fun with them, and also suffer together in a 3 month programmes is really a pleasure. its a ling time ever since then, a lot of them had change bit the memory we had together will never ever change. Looking back to that time, thinking of it its really a thing that we can called as a life time exprerience which we will never exprerience it if we miss the chance. Don't know why but a lot of people is trying to skip this change where this is a change of exprerience and self building. Have a great fun during that time even it is sometime tiring and sometime torturing.

Peace of Mind

Mind is like center of everything. Everything come from there, ideas, metabolism, all the development around us come only form our mind and our precious brain. Without this, everything will not be working even our own body. A peace of mind is all we need each day. Without this it seems to be stop working can't go anywhere further. Sometimes when quite and peace is needed, it never can be obtain. Is like reaching up for the star high above to do so. To be alone is quite and peaceful, but its is bored, to be with people here never will feel a peace of mind. Regenerate all the time. Even in a time of rest, sleeping time, there is no peace of mind. If now only there is a companion that can just make me laugh, and forget about everything else that keep bothering me for even a second is a great pleasure. If the people around me just keep quiet for one minute or so, it will make me a great deal. Can people just understand you just can't put everything to a person as it turn out to be like putting a tonne of rock in a small place like our brain. Sharing or talking about it will let us being more light, without it all the separated small pieces of rock never get out of our brain hence our mind is always burden, always working never get a time to relax. Just hope one day people will start to solve things themselves instead keep bothering others and keep adding burden to others.

Trust and Doings

Yeah at last back from a stressful trip. Some people just can't be trusted at all. Every word spoken is only as if a wind pass by the place it blown. Only available for that time. After this hopefully everything will be in its place and words can be keep. Apart from that thinking of doing another business which will be more stable is really a headache. Doing food stalls need menu, menu is there but a permanent cook is not available. Anyway getting a part time job is the best ever since can do it anyway and anytime i wanted to just have to be in time to submit. Have to prepare stuff to some how make myself deaf everyday no relaxation at all for my tiny little ears. Sometime have to pretend to listen even though hated it, even when watching a movie there is no peace as can't concentrate in the movie at all, there is always voices talking making people feeling wanted to be deaf for a moment. Nevermind just have to stand the double impact for another 2 weeks before it is reduce to 1. Things keep repeating itself, things keep being remind all the time even i wanted to forget about it, it is hard. Some people just can accept idea and keep going without changing anything, every time complaining. TRY NEW THINGS IT MAY CHANGE THINGS!! Why not try it. Being deaf is not a great solution, preparing nuclear or radioactive devices everyday will not make any good if people don't tend to change and just keep on complaining. SOON I WILL BE DEAF!!