In the mist...

Every year this time, every year at the time when things come to peak there is always external that need to be worry of, things that make one feel uneasy, afraid that something sad will happen. Afraid of hearing this news, since this is where evertthing will be in a mess. Is this a test that have been plan from above, it happen at the same time all the while, never change it to the time when it is not on the peak time. Listening to this make people weak, weak to continue other thing, even to have a slight rest because when bad news broke, a lot of different happening will happen including fallen. Why this thing happen is also actually a blame to those around where they only see money as their world. What they can do with even millions of money when there can't enjoy it. Yes sure it is important, but why turn to greed, because of this such unhappy things happen. It makes people worried but some people just thing that this person that provide everything for them is just a burden, they never think that without this particular person, all this opportunity will not be there. What i can say about this...nothing..totally SPEECHLESS!!!!!!! People never change if there are addicted to money. Nothing will change them accept MONEY...!!!!!! This new that can be say a sad news, news that make people worry and time before tears flow out, but the closest people to this particular person is as well enjoying it..WHAT A SAD THING AND WHAT TYPE OF PEOPLE ARE LIVIING IN THIS WORLD NOW WITH NO MERCY AND NO APPRECIATION AT ALL...!!!

Hidden anger

Butterfly dies but it can be keep,

Keep at its original looks,

Animals being preserve,

And yet after a long time it is still the same,

Even living things that had losses it life,

Its shape and look can be kept unchange,

Only with the creativeness of human being,

Human being that hidden some where,

And yet unhidden people,

Keep doing things that,

Things that can be compare to the three little pigs,

Where there is more unwise one,

Compare to the one an only wise pig,

If it is ended as it is in this fairy tales,

Then it won't be a bother,

Some people just don't know the correct thing to ask,

Either it is unwise or it is ask to the wrong person,

As what the wolve did to the third pig,

If it is like a breeze of air moving by then it is fine,

If it is like a stain make of oil on cloth,

Then this is what we call irritating,

One can't stand irritation for long,

What to say being irritate all the time,

One can be burning,

Burning like fire of hell.

sad? happy? tired? irritating?

Everyday of the week its almost the same as 12 month in a year. within all the pile of work to be done there come several undesired disturbance, disturbance that need to escape from. sometimes feel it is irritating when we are busy here come this nonsense people crapping all the while. Never ever stop and see what they have is already enough there is no need for more, it is good enough to maintain. This semester in this study life is really are test of physical strength, mentality to move on, and how tough we are in handling thing full house. well there is no doubt everyone is having a hard time for this but there is always things that had been done to make ourself happy. what is the use of finishing things but didn't feel happy. there is time to be happy, full of anger and sadness, full of headache things lying around to be solve no matter on paper or by words, trying to be happy for ourself to live on is not a doubt. Not being happy is like suffering from chronic diseases...in this time of days here how its look like when thing goes messy in all way... imagine what if in your brain look as it is on this table...what probably will happen?