Limits

Anything that happen around us sometime we just let it be, just act that we do not want to know too. No matter how good you act, there is just a limit when you can't stand it anymore. People does not have to be tell what to do but have to do on their own. Every single thing have to be told then i wonder what you actually are. There is time that we just don't wanna care what people are saying, Within listening there is time you can't control youself to be quiet anymore cause its over your limit. There is time people keep giving reason to slow thing down, if tomorow you have another thing to do then will you prospone again what should be done for the coming day. Everyone have a same old thing to do, not that you are the only one. Others can survive why can't you? Keep saying i don't know how to do or its a lot to do or it is impossible will never get thing done on time. Without trying and sacrifices how can one get what they one? How much is a person limits, we never know, what will happen when the limits is off, we will never know.

Mirror (Part3)

Everything seems to be going back to the original. But who knows one day, the wife started to be crazy again, ever since her mother in law is living together with them, which is the husband mother, the wife dislike her even from the beginning. The wife has an attitude that much people don't like what to say mother in law. A wife that do things that is good for herself without thinking of her own family, in others her children and husband. One day she said to her husband, i won't step another step into that house unless your mother is not there. Without hesitation the husband told this to his brother and sister which have lose trust to him before. Everyone was piss off because of this. Why do he hear his wife until this type of level. What are they to say so ever since they didn't even pay for the house and it's not theirs. At the end they just fulfill what he wanted and just ask the mother to come visit their house since each and everyone are staying at different places. They can't do anything to the wife since she is pregnant then, do not wanna hurt those that does not involve. It's a pity that their children got this type of mother around which as mention earlier do not really care for the good of her family. There is time even the children complain that their mother are insane. Imagine kids saying this words, children don't tell lie, they always split out the truth. Now that they have a new born baby, that need a lot of things, it is time to see how they will survive this difficulty. Later story will be continue in another part.

Wait or go after it

As far as eyes can see,

As near as thy hand touches,

Like roses bloom and closes,

Each day awaiting thou,

Fish follow the water,

Upstream and downstream,

Looking for new adventure,

Moving forward without looking back,

Sun rises, moon and star come by,

Sand flows through tiny vessel,

Each drop of sand shows time,

Thee did not realize thy were waiting,

Thy should not wait,

Thy should chase after thy adventure,

With courage and spoonfuls of hope,

One day thy should find thee.

TOKEN OF APPRECIATION

Another day had gone by and a new day had come. In this life of mine, there is not much to tell as everything that had being going on now is only a boring routine. There is things that can be shared and there is things then i wanna keep it to myself, a little secret of mine.

Everyday i wake up in the morning,

Doing the same old chores,

Hoping that time will pass by,

And come another new day,

Every happening in a day,

There is happiness and there is sorrow in it,

There is time when people ask question,

Question that does not make sense,

Question that you cannot help to answer at all,

Questions that they can get a solution,

From thy people around them,

Question that those not concern us at all,

Still we try to help them,

It is hard sometime to answer question,

But still we try our best to help,

We need not to be repay,

And yet only a little appreciation is needed,

A simple say of thanks is enough to fulfill,

Indeed we didn't get the words,

And yet being given faces,

Faces that make you feels,

After what we had done for them,

That's how they repay us

Why should we help them even from the beginning?

Not every time everything that we had done for some one will be appreciated, no matter it is a small or big thing. Helping people is not a doubt, people appreciate the help or not is surely a doubt. It they did not appreciate it, its fine, but in return they show faces to us, where we will have a feeling why should i help u form the beginning and yet if i did not help, you started to give me faces, what should i do the next time i meet this situation with the same person? As a matter of fact not all deed is repay by goodness but other way round.

FAITH & TEST

Everthing that happen around us, most of us will take it as faith. Means things that will happen, a test from above. In this world all the thing that we do, that we see around us, no matter it is good or it is a disaster, its all a test. Take bath for example, there is people that hate taking early bath, there are people that felt lazy yo do so, there are people that like it. Try asking people that to take bath to do so, for them its hard, then it turn out to be a test. Faith, not every faith are acceptable, especially the bad one, when things like this occur, people usually had two choices, face it or escape from it. By facing it, it might turn our good or vise versa, running away from it bring the sames result too come to the worse part it will never end. As you run it follows you, it keeps chasing you, at the end no choice have to face it too. This is what we call faith, it is your turn to be tested on it, then no matter how far you run it will follow you, and haunt you down. Things never go away that easily if it were meant for you.

Raya break is here ever since Saturday, day by day seeing people going home to their cozy place, people around uni become less and less as day pass by. Even the food become less and less as day passes by. There will be a time where food supply stops and its time to survive on our own. There is nothing to do as an entertainment here accept all the assignment given before the holiday which we won't call that entertainment. Event though there is a lot of things that can be done, but without the mood to do it, no matter how long the time given, nothing can be done. Hopefully as time passes by the mood will come. This is also what we called faith and test. Its our faith that we stay here and it is a test for us to control our mood and adapt to every changes that will occur this time.....FAITH & TEST

Deep Into It

Its really hard to understand a person by their appearance and also the emotion on their face. Every smile there is something hidden in it. How a person can pretend to be another when there are in a wracked situation is a hard thing to do. No matter how others feels that you are happy enough but deep inside you know that you are not and you are just pretending to be one. This happen when one would not like others to worry, to felt unhappy and uneasy. There is time when tears is coming by but when staying with others, we try to stop it from flowing down our cheeks and try to think of the happy things that ever happen, trying so hard to control our emotion. When we are alone, we can't stop it from flowing down anymore as we know we will not make others worried. It is hard to judge how a person feel when they are smiling and playing along. The time they play along is the time that they forget and let go of the sadness within, all the things that make one heart broken is being let go that time. When there are alone once again all those unhappy though come back, roaming the mind and soul. By its skin we can never see what is inside a person. Deep within there is things that keep bothering. That make you feel u wanna let the tears bring in away. Anything that has make a person heart broken, seems to take away their soul, but the heart is still there it never be gone. Even there is attempt to repair the broken heart, it is the same old heart. Things can't be change easily.