Whisper my Heart..

Not ready yet to whisper my regret,

Still there is a smile in my face,

Though future tears confirm my tears,

The future dream that i awaits,

Has turn into dust as its blow away by wind,

Looking backward,

To the day choices have been made,

Where tear and anger concur,

There is nothing thy can do,

To change the pass but the future,

Living behind all the depression,

Which is craft in my heart,

For it can't be forgotten,

The words, the action,

That have been shown, is heart breaking,

For there is another choice,

For there is another person there,

To support and advise,

What it is today, will be different,

For they will be happiness and joy,

Within myself and others around me.

@ story to liv € by

Once there is a blind girl that was desperate and wish to see the world. She avoided and hated everyone accept her boyfriend which she wish to married when she can see. When that time come, she found that her boyfriend was blind and she refuse to married him after that. Her boyfriend then wrote a note to her saying " please take care for the sight that you have now was used to be mine". After he wrote the note he pass away and the girl couldn't even thank her boyfriend for what he did.

Before we start to be desperate, start to think how unlucky we are, start to feel bad about anything try thinking of those who are already in this situiation. Before complaining for the food that you have htink of those that do not have enough to eat, before complaning about the cleaniness of your place thing of those who live in street, before whining about how tired you are about the thing you are doing think of those who don't have the opportunity even to do it. This is how live goes on every day, try to appretiate all the things around us.

High Intake

While taking things in,
There are things do be deleted,
Or even recycle,
While taking things in and keeping in memory,
Is there enough space to save all this memory?
How big is the storage?

There is time when it move slowly,

There is also time it hang up,

There is time it does not move even a bit,

How to make it become faster?

How to make it so that it goes on until its the time to stop?

How to keep it going?

Human always has a desire, will there always be a path to that desire? When a person has a low memory will they remember all the things they needed toward that desire they see in front of them? When a person get tired of what there are doing and plan to hung up for a while, will there have enough time to get what they desire in a more limited time? Can they still get tot he destination there are looking forwars to? What will happen if a person has a desire but while moving toward it they stop and hung up?


How are we going to forward at time like this? Hope there is a light if front of us that will guide us through time so that we can move towards the desire.

What is the point?

Dashing up and down all the while as if earning millions of dollar everyday just to take a simple comfortable bath and just to get a passing grade? Well is not as bad compare to places that don't have even a droplet of water. Seems to be broken pipe some where..herm been wondering why the pipe here always have problem and it really takes that long just to repair it. Its not as simple as getting a passing grade its the future we are talking about here. Looking into things so much just to fulfill what we want but will we get exactly what we wanted all this while? Out there, there are a lot of unexpected things awaiting we can always set our future but will it come true even we work hard towards it or sometime it depends how the world is like at that time? There is always an unanswered question around us where all this question only can be answer when we are there in the future looking back at the time that have pass. Since there will be a lot of changes from time to time thinking of an question that can't be answer instantly is there a point of doing so?

7utn1ng @round

OMG what am i doing all this while.. Cant have the spirit to do anything but playing games, watch movie and surf the net all the while. Call it study week but in my memory it's just like a holiday. Almost a week had pass but knowledge intake none. What can i do to make myself concentrate more on study rather then doing things that will not help during the exam? Old saying if there is a desire there is way but now this is what i feel there is a desire but i can't find a way to wards that desire.

Oh no !! now i know how it feels to be in the middle of desert desperate for water.

n€w w@r

After today there are thing that have been release even its only a day of moving around town without knowing its direction i have fun. Well now is a time to start to plan how to accomplish the war awaiting a head. Not only planning but preparing all the equipment that is need to face the war coming a head. As a student there are always war that have to be face and this war repeat all the time only at different time and in different situation. How hard it is to win the war its all depend on how solid are your preparation before encountering the war. Even though this is a late start lets start it and have a confident in facing this war. Don't let unnecessary feeling and emotion take us out of this war. Be strong even when you are thinking that you cannot make it, as we must try our best in facing this war. There are always new things awaiting in front of us. Things that we cannot predict, things that we need to face there is always different type of war that we need to face.

7im€ in lif€

Life can be seen in a lot of ways,

Happy, sad, solemn, grateful,

Which is the time that we feel best the most,

In life there is a lots of feeling,

But life is short,

We will never guess when is the time,

The time for us to pass by,

Every feeling we have,

Every experience we have,

Treasure it as it always have a meaning in it.

As time pass by,

Each day we should be looking forward,

Looking forward to new things,

Things that brings new life, new experience,

Don't look back to what that is already over,

Just treasure it as a part of our memory,

Do not keep grudge and make life goes on,

Goes on in a way of happiness,

That show aprretiation,

Aprretiation of the time we have.

@ 3t@rt 4 3om€thing new

Ever watch high school musical? Herm.... Its a start of something new ever heard of it. Sure ever. It's time to let go of what is old forget all about it and start something that is new. Well old stuff.. well what has happen has happen what is been done is done. There is nothing we can do tho change the pass but there are things that we can do for all the things that await us u in front. As the days go by new things come to us. Well thing that is over have already be put down. Now its the start of something old actually a start of a new war which happen every time this year. Herm... it always something new as we the thing we approach is always different and each time trying to approach it in a different wat but most of the time the same way coz of old habit. Herm...better change the old habit not a very good one make it a start for something new instead of thingking it as something that we always do, approach it in a different way and who know it will bring us different result.

IMAGINATION

What actually is imagination. Will imagination brings any good? Well the answer is yes. Sometime imagination help us to set a new goal a mission, to move towards something. Without any imagination there seems to be no where to go, just live life to goes on, on its own as if it was a fate. But imagination that is preposterous is a think that one's should not think of. Preposterous imagination only bring disaster as things are not in you hand, things that you can't make it, thing that can be made up to. Having such a imagination just cause disaster to one self also to others. So before imagining think of a correct thing to hallucinate, things that can be done. As some time imagination just make one to be laugh at, to be criticize. Its fine when it can be realize and logical. Imagining for the sake of fun it's find sometime but by overdoing it, it make one's look lame. Before telling your point of view which seems to be flying around you head think of the circumstances first.

MOTHER NATURE

Thing come and pass by. Things that is unpredictable always come to us without us realizing it. As if nature disaster we cant predict it. It just come and go. After finishing the grand arena, it's feel like everything is done even there are still other things to do. Its kind of nature feeling where when it started to come it feels like tsunami but when it is in the process its feel like rite after tsunami has happen, when it is done it's like luckily tsunami does not hit us. This is a feeling that make you think that the toughest thing has already been done and the burden feel to be lighter a lot. When we have the feeling of tsunami is as if there is no other thing that we can do but do what we can to repair the damage and help those victim. If your are a rescuer then, you will struggle to save as many as you can, if you are the victim then you will struggle to live on. This is the feeling when you feel that there is thing that you are carrying is heavy when it is over there is a great relief. The feeling of relief makes a new day, life and new mission to be completed.

G0Ld`~TiM€

Its time to set a timetable for ourself. So that we can get all the things done in time and in schedule. Not only setting it but most follow it. It is a time of rush, a time to do as much thing as you can in the shortest time, try to recover from everything as fast as possible, everthing is in high speed and unable to stop. When stopped then all the plan will have to be replan, time have to be make up.

For now time is worth more then a gold bar even a seconds. By wasting a second or appretiating a second it has a lot of differences. Treat time as your best friend a friend that is always be with you, a friend that might cause mischief and also bring happiness depending on how you treasure it. For now do not waste time on things that does not bring goodness to ourself or to others.

Breeze Of Wind

After the whole indescribable week, finally there is a chance to have a breath of fresh air and time where there is no thinking is done. Went out in a group of 9, watch Fast & Furious 4 what a long time since i saw Vin act. Overall is a nice movie. After that walk 1 round on the PC fair ground then when to Teluk Cempedak to get some sea air...the cold breeze of the sea.Had the chance to seat at the beach for a while then take dinner. Mid way through dinner it rain. Then we drive back. Its an opportunity to relax and feel the breeze of the wind by the seaside. After the trip the war continues. At least have relax for a while or else will collapsed in the war.