Paradise!!

It is a torture this time of the semester, but this time the torture is double or more than that. Well i think i start to hallucinate and become unstable faster than usual. This week with all the assignment, report, test and most torturing of all final year project presentation and report. This week will be the last week of this semester before study week and final exam. After this weekend test there is a must to find paradise either to realise tension, stress or calm myself down. Hope to make it this weekend to the paradise....

In the mist...

Every year this time, every year at the time when things come to peak there is always external that need to be worry of, things that make one feel uneasy, afraid that something sad will happen. Afraid of hearing this news, since this is where evertthing will be in a mess. Is this a test that have been plan from above, it happen at the same time all the while, never change it to the time when it is not on the peak time. Listening to this make people weak, weak to continue other thing, even to have a slight rest because when bad news broke, a lot of different happening will happen including fallen. Why this thing happen is also actually a blame to those around where they only see money as their world. What they can do with even millions of money when there can't enjoy it. Yes sure it is important, but why turn to greed, because of this such unhappy things happen. It makes people worried but some people just thing that this person that provide everything for them is just a burden, they never think that without this particular person, all this opportunity will not be there. What i can say about this...nothing..totally SPEECHLESS!!!!!!! People never change if there are addicted to money. Nothing will change them accept MONEY...!!!!!! This new that can be say a sad news, news that make people worry and time before tears flow out, but the closest people to this particular person is as well enjoying it..WHAT A SAD THING AND WHAT TYPE OF PEOPLE ARE LIVIING IN THIS WORLD NOW WITH NO MERCY AND NO APPRECIATION AT ALL...!!!

Hidden anger

Butterfly dies but it can be keep,

Keep at its original looks,

Animals being preserve,

And yet after a long time it is still the same,

Even living things that had losses it life,

Its shape and look can be kept unchange,

Only with the creativeness of human being,

Human being that hidden some where,

And yet unhidden people,

Keep doing things that,

Things that can be compare to the three little pigs,

Where there is more unwise one,

Compare to the one an only wise pig,

If it is ended as it is in this fairy tales,

Then it won't be a bother,

Some people just don't know the correct thing to ask,

Either it is unwise or it is ask to the wrong person,

As what the wolve did to the third pig,

If it is like a breeze of air moving by then it is fine,

If it is like a stain make of oil on cloth,

Then this is what we call irritating,

One can't stand irritation for long,

What to say being irritate all the time,

One can be burning,

Burning like fire of hell.

sad? happy? tired? irritating?

Everyday of the week its almost the same as 12 month in a year. within all the pile of work to be done there come several undesired disturbance, disturbance that need to escape from. sometimes feel it is irritating when we are busy here come this nonsense people crapping all the while. Never ever stop and see what they have is already enough there is no need for more, it is good enough to maintain. This semester in this study life is really are test of physical strength, mentality to move on, and how tough we are in handling thing full house. well there is no doubt everyone is having a hard time for this but there is always things that had been done to make ourself happy. what is the use of finishing things but didn't feel happy. there is time to be happy, full of anger and sadness, full of headache things lying around to be solve no matter on paper or by words, trying to be happy for ourself to live on is not a doubt. Not being happy is like suffering from chronic diseases...in this time of days here how its look like when thing goes messy in all way... imagine what if in your brain look as it is on this table...what probably will happen?

My CNY celebration

This year is tiger year and is the a whole new beginning and old things has put into a stop. Might be forgotten or just let it be and take it as a future guidline. This holiday spend it in uni. Not much of a celebration. On the second day of this new year i an my roomate had a small celebration by going to the city, watch movie, ate lunch then do a little shopping around. Ate at a place called black canyon can be graded as a not bad place to eat. Gots its own particular recipe. Then watch Percy Jackson and the lighning thief which is quite a funny story. Bought myself some orange and drinks and some pitachios. Its a nice one even its a quite celebration as its a peaceful one. Yum yum chicken chop as cny n still single day celebration :-)

Ever feel getting Tired of LISTENING?

Every calls, every message receive is all about the same thing. Even in chat room keep receiving the same thing from a certain people. Some people just dunno how to feel bored of telling the same thing over and over again. If it is funny that people will laugh at it, then why not repeat it to make people happy. But repeating things that make people feel tired of hearing it over and over again as if thing will change if it is being tell for a hundred time. If there is a legend or a myth that say so why not trying it. It is very well know that things that is over cant be change only to look to the future. So why keep telling old stories, what can be change by doing so. Say getting advice, but advice given never being use or even try to use it for once, not to say tired of listening even will get tired of telling people to do the same thing all the time since its the same thing being tell all the while will that someone feel tired of telling it, will that person feel tired of hearing the same answer, the same unwilling to hear tone, do they know that people feel stubborn and irritating about it? well people who ask don't feel it but people who listen CANT STAND IT!! it is a instant that even without reading or listening not to say predict but will know EXACTLY what will be hear.

daily Life cycle

Life goes on without knowing it another is over and come the new day. Everything keep repeatuing itself, unstopable even it is with different task, but its still equal to one thing life is never easy to be true. once get up from bed which is normally in the morning when the sun rises, things start to pile up until then end of the day comes nite where every pile of this thing have to be done.. in working life people call this overtime doing things out of working time. life cycle as a student, overtime is much more critical then those in working field. this keep repeating itselg day after dat. time we get to rest something we get to dream. most of the time a nightmare and its impressive that i got a sweet one this time. if it is to be made come true that is the time i will think how greatfull i am that i have been granted this dream. life cycle of the day is only rest, work then rest, then work and task then rest again.