Being Stab Right Through

Now i know what is the feeling of being stabb right through. Now i am thinking what i have been doing all this time until i can't do anything towards the problem (forget everthing?) :( This is one of the worse day of my life it's worse then the day i explode as a nuclear boom or the day that i feel saddest and most desperate. Whatshould i do.. calm down myself? Relax a bit, but i caan't there is still tonne of things that have to be done and now i am scared that with this emotion now i can't do anything but looking for something that is not related at all to the thing or similar to the things today. don't even know how to describe..sad, desperate, dissapointed, stress, plus not feeling that well myself there are all there...everyhting is out of order,,

Learning never ends...

As day goes by life move on. Self-development, economical development, the world keeps on changing by accepting, overcome new challenges each day and its getting harder form time to time. It is all up to ourself to accept all the challenges with open hand and handle it in a correct way. All this challenges is actually a test to us a test in or live. Every action and challenges has its own pro sequences, lesson and meaning behind it. From all the things that we have done think back and try to get the value from it, learn something form it as everything has it own value. Even a small matter such as a meal has a value in it. It can be learn what is the important of every scrub of food that we take brings us energy to goes on living. Once you fail don't ever try to let go, try harder and learn from the reason you have fail before. Life is all about learning. There is no reason a person stop learning while living and also over the other world where we all have don't have any idea of whether it exist or not, as there are belief of after world. Even a slightest thing as tripping over a rock tells us to look out of the path probably so that we might not trip again the next time because of carelessness or without noticing. It teaches to pay attention while doing things.

Hopeless

It's really hopeless.... feeling very dissapointed to myself.... If i only make myself study more, it only i concerntrate more in class, if only i spend more time studying, if only i din't think of things that can distract my study, if only i can let myself go off the tonnes of problems, if only i have been spending most of my time on books and doing exercises..... this will no thappen to me...... Everthing is in the lower stage because of the lack of concentration and too much problem to think of..... From now on i will make myself concentrate more....which is hopefully can be done.... I regreted earlier i don't want to regret again once just because of all the if that make me regret before.

EmOtIoNLEsS?

After i did somethine yesterday.... i find out there is a possibility where person is emotionless. It is true? When we recall things thats make us explode as if a nuclear boom what will we feel? Will we still explode? Well as a matter of fact we might not exploded as before but din't have any emotional response at all. This is actually quite a good symtoms, this means that you have let go of that incident and actually had forgive or being forgiven, and accept what that has happen before. As remembered, this incident had give me a virtual look of how to some how solve it in a correct way eventhough it will not be the same as before. As always there is still a but. The but is we cannot solve the same incident if it happens again between different people with the same way as different people have different thought and character. There is always a fresh start after each and every different incident in our life as we will learn the value in it.

Really Free?

Herm... come to think of it am i really that feel that i don't do anything the whole day?......... Here is what actually is happening...

There is time we feel free,

There is time we do not do anything,

Even though we feel bored,

But we never do a thing.

Is it true that we are that free,

Sometime yes,

But sometime we act to be free,

To get ourselves away from all the dizziness,

All the unbelievable things,

And most important of all to relax.

Sometime we think that we have a lot of things to do,

But the fact is it is the same as to others,

Above all get ourselves a free time,

Just to have a little fun,

And help us start a fresh thinking,

In return having more ideas.

When yo are busy,

Remember to get yourself free,

Just to relax and clear your mind.

Take your time in doing things,

As long as it's finish on time,

And meet the requirement.

Give That Can't Be Buy

As you sit in silence,

Wondering why

I'll be your shoulder so that you can lean on,

Until you feel that you are find.

When you've been hurt,

And can't believe what they've done

If you need someone to talk to

I'll be the one.

If a close friend hurts you,

And you don't understand

Remember I'm here,

I'll lend a helping hand.

Burdens are lighter when carried together,

And I just want you to know

We're always there for you.

CRUSHED

This time of day there is a lot of thing to be done. Cover with all sort of element fire, water, earth, and even wind some more, until can't really reconize which one are inside now or maybe a mixture of everyhting. Anyway between the business there is always a time to relax and do something else which can calm our mind. By the crushed with things give us a lesson. The leeson is don't ever try to do things last minute again. Start doing thing when it is given to you, this way then you will not be burden with pile of jobs to be done in a spilt second. But sometime it can't be help as it comes to you all at once, all you have to do is organize your time well and finish it as soon as possible at any cause. But always remember in between there must be a time where you need to relax.